Thoughts Before I Turn 31

It's 2011 , new year, new life, new adventures and new experience to learn. Year 2010 was such a great year to me, there's a lot of good things and not so good things that happened but at the end of it all I gained a lot of experience that I can use as stepping stones in the years to come. This year, I promise to focus in  improving myself inside out,enjoying simple things in life, pampering myself and doing what I want. I will spend more time discovering and exploring things around me. Spend more time with my loyal friends who stays with me in good times and bad times. This year I will also explore more of my native land and knowing my roots this way I will also know more about myself so see you around ;)

It's September whoah!!! The long Christmas celebration now starts here in the Philippines. You can now hear Christmas songs, see christmas decors and all other stuffs related to Christmas. I am more excited this year more than ever before why? It's simply beacuse I appreciate life now more than ever, before I used to think....it's Christmas again and I'm still "single" :D. But now, I don't care anymore. As one of the book I read says " it is better to be single than to marry the wrong guy". I'm happy now although I came from one more failed relationship I know God has a better plan as it is said in His word in my favorite verse Jeremiah 29:11 " For I know the plans I have for you plan to prosper you and not to harm you plan to give you hope and a good future". All my life I hold this promise and I would say that 100% He did what He said and He remain faithful though I have not been faithful. Thank YOU for the Christ...

--> Why worry if you can pray? I heard it before from a pastor he says it's always better to pray for something or someone instead of worrying it because worry can just gives you stress. But I guess it is really human nature that we worry a lot, yesterday I saw something online that made me really felt so bad and that's what I've been thinking all day. One side of my mind says don't worry about it trust what you feel, trust your heart. But the other side is shouting, no you should do this, you should do that and so on and so forth. I just go to work early instead because I can't sleep. I already forget about it until I got home. I want to go online again when I reach home but I decided to sleep, when I open my emails I saw an email which eases all my worries. My heart and my mind became peaceful once again, the pastor was right. If people will just learn to pray instead of worrying things, the world becomes a better ...

Been so busy for the past months and it's been a while since I last created a post, now trying to write again.I am such a moody writer, can't write if not in the mood and when I'm in the mood I don't want to stop. My mind has a lot to say, things that I've been thinking and meditating over the past few years of my life.Sometimes it makes me smile but most of the time it makes me cry, and as much as I would like to tell it in details I don't know right this moment what really makes me happy and contented. Did you ever wish you are somebody else and that you are not who you are?Have you ever felt that you have this or that or have you ever wish that you are in the shoes of a person you envied because he/she have the things you wish you have but she doesn't realize the importance of that? Sometimes I do feel it, or should I say most of the time I wish I am someone else.How can some people be so insensitive and waste the beautiful things that they have wh...

There are moments in our lives that things get out of control we wish to do something but things seems to be not going our way. Something saying its not right but we still do it anyway even we are aware that it's not right. That's when things becomes complicated, then we start complaining. We start feeling so down and complaining to God why he let it happened without realizing that its our own fault in the first place. When things get though we tend to put the blame to other people,situation and even God but we don't realize our own mistakes. When we have lots of worries it usually blocks our eyes with so much cloud. Its a cloud of fear,worry and shame of what we did but our first defense is to look for someone or something to blame except ourselves.But what should we do in times like this?Some do foolish things like going to vices like drugs, alcoholism and so on or even trying to commit suicide. But what do we really need to do especially in moments that we really ...

It's a very tiring weekend for me, my head is aching as well as my whole body because of my niece baptism.But it's a good thing too, I was able to attend church,the preachers sermon is very inspiring. As the theme of the day "New Season" all the things the speaker said was great.It refreshes my spirit and seems I want to do something else. But I have a lot of things to think about and consider, for now what I need is a complete rest as in body rest because I'm so exhausted physically.But I can say that my spirit is somewhat alive and I feel much better deep within.

Happiness....many people been searching for that it's a human's quest second to love.Some thinks that finding love leads to happiness. But does that mean that if you don't have a partner means you don't have love which means you won't and will never have happiness? Happiness for me is the way a person look into his or her life.it's not the absence or presence of someone special in your heart is the basis of that. It's how you look on the things around you.Count your blessings as they say and look around see for yourself how blessed you are for having the things you have right now. Don't look on the things you don't have. Soon you will find that happiness is inside the heart not in the presence of someone