Thoughts Before I Turn 31

Tell me your story and I will tell you my story. Tell me your dreams, I will tell you my dreams. Tell me your fears, I will also tell you my fears. Tell me the things that makes you happy, I will also tell you what makes me happy.. Tell me what makes your cry, I will tell you reasons why I also cried. Tell me the reason why you love, I will share mine though it might be sound odd. Tell me the reason why you can't give love. I will tell you reason why you should love. Tell me the reason why you are sad, I will tell you why you should be glad. Tell me the reason why you are mad I also get mad most of the time but that's the funny side of life

--> Is this a choice or a destiny? Oh my! I’m turning 31 comes December 30, 2009 and I’m so single right this very moment. This will be the last year that I can see my age in the so called calendar. Why that is this calendar only contains 31 days? Well blame it to its maker, my body clock is also ticking I should conceive a child at least by age 30 as per my colleague so the child would be intelligent. But I’m turning 31 few days from now and I’m so damn single! How can I have a child then? Am I really worried about it? I guess I’m not, or should I worry about it? If I would assess myself I would say that I’m just starting to enjoy my life as single. I had so many things in the past that I had to do. Responsibility in Filipino culture so to say. I really did not enjoy any of my life’s stages be it in childhood, teenage years or being a young adult or young professional. But I won’t say I regret anything I’ve gone through or I’ve done in f...